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I know that I wanted to spend some time after work tweaking and personalizing my blog more, but being short-staffed has really put a damper on things.

That being said. It's the weekend! Saturday and Sunday nights I have set aside to take a break from my reading challenge. This ties into my alterhumanity, I promise.

Lately, I've been itching to rewatch the movie "You Can Live Forever", which is a kind of hard movie for me to watch since it hits pretty damn close to home for me. I was hesitant to watch this movie since I wasn't sure if it was going to lead to a new soulbond, or if it was going to lead to another fictionkin identity. I'll also brush on the fact that months before this movie was even announced, the name Marike kept coming to mind like an intrusive thought...

I won't go into all the nitty, gritty details, but much like Jaime, I did fall for a JW woman. It was a hard watch when I finally broke down and watched it, but man, I can relate to Jaimie's plight pretty much all around regarding her relationship with Marike. There are some things in the movie that are parallel to the JW woman in my life, which only made it harder.

After I watched it, it just felt more like Jaimie is a heart-type for me, in that I identify with her and not as her. I just feel like, given what the movie is about, and my own experiences, it should have made sense if Jaimie was a fictionkin identity, instead of a hear-type, but in all honestly, I feel better with her being a heart-type instead of an actual identity.

As I'm typing this up, I currently have this video on loop, yet again.

We'll see what happens if I decide to watch it again tonight.

Who Am I?

Aug. 11th, 2024 10:44 pm
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A brief introduction of who I am.

Essentially, I'm a coyote therian, that simply goes by Coyote.

My jounrey started off in the furry fandom back when I was in my mid- to late- teens, and my first fursona was a jaguar by the name of Aztec. It wasn't until I was in my early 20s that I discovered the therian community through a good friend. During that time, I had a lot of conflicting thoughts regarding my own identity since many people associated me with cats in general, and I forced myself into a feline identity even thought it never felt right to me. It wasn't until my late 20s/early 30s that I started coming to terms with being a canine therian, even though my primary fursona had changed to a feline hybrid at the time. In my early- to mid- 30s, I decided to make a new fursona based on my theriotpye, the coyote. I went by the name of Kassidy during that time up until about a year ago when I had an identity crisis out of the blue and dropped the name for myself personally. However, I did keep my fursona's name as Kassidy.

Aside from being a therian, I'm also fictionkin, otherkin, and otherhearted!

Over the recent years, I learned that some of the experiences I had since childhood was known as soulbonding, and there for a while, I identified strictly as a soulbond system.Within the past few months, I've decided that while that part of who I am is not as accurate anymore, it's still probably the best term to describe my experiences with having headmates. I have also made a secondary blog over at [personal profile] the_grove  where I,and my headmates that want to participate, will be posting.

Please note: I'll be aiming to keep this journal as public as possible, but there will be some posts that will be made friends only!!

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